She Is My Star

I know it seems really weird but the best way to avoid getting a ticket is to fix your fucking tail light

Wed, 08 May 2013 15:30:14 -0400

omg really? is that the secret to life. cause im assuming i got pulled over the first time not knowing i had a tail light out…thats why it was a warning…

where did you get your education…from your mom?

Rambling..: My mind is running wild with thoughts of all sorts of things.

Wed, 08 May 2013 13:37:41 -0400

Rambling..: My mind is running wild with thoughts of all sorts of things.:

mehryssa:

Life is crazy when you really think about it.

Constantly you keep figuring out whatever you get attached to will eventually leave or be ruined.

It starts when your young…loosing your favorite teddy bear or something.

Than you realize the older you get you keep loosing stuff that just keeps…

Romance. That is all I crave these days.

Wed, 08 May 2013 12:50:25 -0400

Rant Time

Wed, 08 May 2013 02:04:54 -0400

So I had a really bad day yesterday that I dont even wanna talk about.

Today I woke up, and it is the day Misha woke up in a coma so I don’t wanna leave the covers but I finally make it out of bed to get higher than a kite so I don’t think too much about it—and this isn’t me I NEVER smoke weed but I have been so stressed and having so many panic attacks that I just need something that calms me down when no one is around.

So whatever I go through out my day pretending everything is okay

and you know what TOPS off my day? Last year when I heard Misha was going to die and nothing can save her I ggot a speeding ticket.

So today I get pulled over for my tail light being out I get out of that ticket drive another block and another cop pulls me over and tickets me right in front my house

LIKE BITCH i dont have many points left on my license and REALLY? LIKE REALLLLLLYYYY????

fuck you world. I dont have this kinda money to just give the city

and I just wanna break down and cry cause I am having a bad day. bad week and month and I just want the world to give me a fucking break

k thanks.

I think I will go for a run soon. I have so much on my mind everything is all cluttered. Today is the anneversery of Mikhailas death and after yesterday I just can't find the strength to move but I just maybe wanna run. Run so far away from this

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Osiris is nearly as tall as my parents German Wirehaired Pointer...

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Osiris is nearly as tall as my parents German Wirehaired Pointer Sammy at 15 weeks old (:

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Andria & I

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Andria & I

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Kevin & I

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Kevin & I

Kevin and I with Andria the other day

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Kevin and I with Andria the other day

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